It’s not out there
But I search for it anyway
I will know it when I see it
How would I know?
How am I happy?
Is happy enough?
I look besides
and I look beyond
When I look within
I loathe
the spaces inside
Spaces that echo the love I gave away
Tomorrow will fill them
Tomorrow I will be happy
I just need to get through today
I don’t see it yet
I will know it when we see it
Today
I have a body that works
Today
I have food to eat
Today
I have money to buy more
If only I could see it
Then I will be complete
All I have is myself
So I will keep looking
To find it
To find me
To be happy with more
And
It’s out there
And I’ll find it
Tomorrow
